Dear DiaRiiEE.....
Todae really a terrible dae for mie....i haf receive my chinese o lvl results...jesus...
i done veri badly....a B3....haf to Retake again....haiz...extremely bad mood ...recently things really gone veri terrible for me....almost everything...my road is not as smooth as i desire for...disappointed in myself....extremely....i wanna push myself up again....
really....cannot slack all da way liao...
is time to work hard..
no playing....
no fun until o lvl finish..
i haf running out of time...
wei pEng WAKE UP Arh.....work harder....
i can do it...
achieve the grade i wan....strive for loftier goal...
Jia YOu.....
*~biBi~*
_fairyland_
3:30 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Dear DiaRiiEe....
MOn is SupPoSe To Be a wonDerFul DAe...a beautiful OuTing But....HAiz..lotta of things happened..spoilt my daes...tonnes of incidents...friction btw ppl....unexpected thing incurred tt dae...initially firework seems to be a beautiful & unforgetable onez & a beautiful moment...spending wif my lion, god sis....buddies & frens....a veri short journey to movie...it seem to go perfectly well ..but yet a person spoilt my daes...Morever i m the organiser of this outing yet i spoilt it myself..i dunno things will go this way..
but wat happened to me??
y it must take place at this time??i really dunnoe...cant take the stress anymore...i jus freedom jus a simple life ...y can't he let me off?we haf break for so long y he still wanna clinging on me ...y can't he let me go??i dun wan to be his jailed bird....i really dun wan....i mean it...but it was all over le....over le....finally &....i wanna sever our ties...dun wan to get under his controll...it is not sweet at all when u r in my shoes....
but he tot it is kindda of caring but it is not.....he too selfish...
i wanna start a new fresh life...tt's all i wan....
i wanna work hard for my o lvl n nth else ....no more relationship....no more...cos i haf been hurt by sum1...mayb it is jus puppy luv i really dunoe...although jus a moment but i haf enuff of this....enuff....
when i saw lion cried over for tt bloody stupid guy...i can c how fortunatez i was....cos i haf no fall so deeply..mayb i haf nv like him ba....jus disappointed tt he is not the one i noe anymore he had change...but here...
i still wan my lion to stand up again & pursue the one she like...not to give up...although i hate guys so much...but i dun wish she follow my path..
all da best to my sista...jas...lion...
i will support u no matter wat...
tt's all i can do 4 u.....
stay cheerful....our wonderful moment stop at this place...
*~bibi~*
_fairyland_
4:03 AM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Dear DiaRiiEe
Finally haf the time to update my bloggie..veri busy arh...mt oral finally cum to an end n eng oral is coming up...it getting nearer n nearer...i was oso getting nervour & nervous...but tml will be our sch speech dae...is a break for me to slag again...no lesson will b conduct tml...wat a nice slagging dae? it will b the last performance for all the co seniors...den we can finally step down...wat a relief...but time passed so fast tt we left a few more months to 'o'level examination...den we will b free from secondary sch life ...hooray...can enjoy ourselves after all the hard work...but now is the time to be serious of..no more playing n slagging had to push myself up if not i might flunk my 'o'lvl de...watching wet dream 2 tml...it will b an entertainment to me ba..hope it will be nice...lion & feli will b going too...let's haf a nice movie ba..sistaz..
sayonara!!
~*PengiuM*~
_fairyland_
1:15 AM
Friday, July 08, 2005
Dear diary
todae taking mother tongue oral exam..
~is really scary & nervous man...this oral exam is important to me...i wanna score well..distinction!!!but too late..i tink i haf done veri badly time...disappointed...till august result will be reveal..wish to hear gd newz but not bad newz neh..will my wish cum true?i wanna pass wif flying colourz...i afraid to face failure in my life...will i really let down my bro?he wan me to go jc..but i haf aready decide poly path...sorrie kor...for disappointing u...but i will work hard de...wun let u down in future...i will strive for loftier goal...Jia You ar.... tt's for todae...
sayonara...
~*WeI Peng*~
_fairyland_
6:10 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
DeaR DiaRy
sch will re-opened soon....time passed so fast...unbelievable rite???we had aready break 4 a mths...two more daes to sch...extremely bore when sch re-open b'cos once again we haf to be industrous like a bull,STUDy & STUDY & STUDY & nth else...haiz~a few more mths to 'o'level quite nervous,stressful oso....but this few daes a "da hao ren" teaches feli,ft & me science which wat we are weaked in...he really a nice guy(gentleman cum generous)...but we still bullyin him lar....(:x)he was the 1st guy tt treated feli & all of us so gd de....make his way down to our area teaches us science...(wif his short pant)..
...treating us foods...nagged to us like an "old man"....give us advice... without motive...i had never met a friends like tt...he really a nice frenz to us....but i really appreciation a fren like him...ytd was the last dae of the motivation camp....actually quite nice & useful lar...learn lots of things...gain knowledge...learn to think...learn to handle problems....learn to b mature....learn to b strong...self-confidence...the function of how our brain work....team-spirit...handling stress...managing time...know more abt ourselves....life is not tt simple as wat it will b....it was changing all the time but can we really accept it???i had never seen the outside world....i had never really seen the darkness of the world,i afraid to grow up, being an adult....i afraid to face this ugly world..but can it fulfill my wishes & hope??i noe life will never be so beautiful...it will never b so smooth....but humans beings are afraid of facing the reality....this applied to me oso...but we haf to face it ...we cant change the circumstance,the situation but we can change our mind...we can think positively...whether u wan your life to b good ,life can oso b miserable 4 us...but all these depend wat we really tink it suppose to b...den y not face it positively...whenever u feel miserable,terrible..sad...hurt...jus cried out loud...bcos it do help u to released ur pain..u will feel better after u pour it out...never stop ur frens from crying...these include all the guys too...u haf the right to cry...really!! believe me ...we r all human beings,we personally haf emotion...all people are equal...dun b shy...but i hope all these will sink into ur brain...it will brighten ur daes actually.....god bless...
~*Wei PeNg*~
_fairyland_
5:50 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
*DeaR DiaRy*
YeSterDay iS Such a WonDerfuL Dae...my FrEnz & I SpeNt tHe dAy In SEnTOsA PaLaWan BEaCh,Wow 1st time go sentosa beach sia...but not bad overall...at 1st hor...not so fun de... do you noe tt???we play volleyball...but all newbiez se...all dunno how to play...jus hit n pick the ball almost the whole game...but wen felimiE & me were resting.. got two guyz cum & join us...these two guyz....haiz..told us that "they are newbiez too.."but end up.....they pro like hell man...liars sia they two...but from them we learnt sum skills of playing volleyball lar...not bad oso lar...now tok abt our lunch ba....shuling this gal hor..wa..cook whole lot of "mi fen"...but veri nice lar...the "mi fen" got "jia liao" de...got sand in it...lol..but too hungry no choice le...like tt nvm leh...after we go back we all like "roast pig"almost every1 of us kena sun burnt....actually wanna sun-tanning de but end up "sun-burning"....but overall quite fun & interesting lar....
~*WeI pEng*~
_fairyland_
2:29 PM
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
.~*FriENdShip*~.
Upon HearIng tHe Song Played in THe Restaurant, Tears StreAmed DowN my cheEks... ...
"hey!How to do This SuM?Halow ...what's in your mind?WhY don't we share together
? I might be in help..."the memories flashed through my mind, it was five years back in time.
We WeRe onCe Best FrieNds and noW we are total strangers to each others.The joy,haPpiness,soRrowFul anD stUbbOrness we shared had all faded away,it no LonGer exiSted in her memOriEs NeitHer in MinE .All Da PhRases ,conversation & qUestion s had slowly melteD in mY heArt.Time FliEs & noW We are Young SenSibLe AdultS,no loNger the innocent & naive.But DoeS she rememBer Me?WouLd she Still RemEmBer our FriendshiPor Just da BrutaL ending.Fate Had BroUghT ur togEther but Yet SeParated us...
The Song We USed TO sharE "ForBidden LoVe"
is Just Like The Love
,Care & concerN she GAve me,it was So warM & LOvving.i Hope It Would NevEr eNd & How I wish tHaT She wiLL aCcomPany Me To BReak ThrOugh ThE ObstaCleS aheaD Of Me & WiSh Our FriEndshiP wiLL haVe tHe siMiLaR Meaning.It hAd All EndeD when the days she left me, she had abandoned the castle which we built together, gave up the sisterhood, broke the bonds and destroyed my hope & wishes .my tears glisten like dewdrops on the autumn leaf,moment of silence in my mind .i felt helpless & loneliness , she had locked up my heart
.i had lost faith & trust in people but out of the blue her coldness put me up to stand up again. Now i aM aLone to facE the reaLity & accept the facts as my body protest but i wish to break the barriers ahead of me. Her ShaDow meaNwHiLe beCame further ,i had never SeeN heR agAin froM tHat daE.
I beliEveD She MIgHt havE foRgOtttEn mE & thE FrieNdShip we SHAreD .FriEnShip Is so FraGiLe,Once it BrokEn ,iT maY be mEnDed ;but it WiLL nevEr LooK The SaMe AgaIn....
~.:WriTten By Wei PeNg:.~
_fairyland_
9:59 PM
